Deep in my soul I knew that the pain of unhealed trauma was the only illusion separating us from love. 

At first, I thought it was my job to bring healing to the world around me. I focused my energy externally, attempting to bring healing through my conversations, careers, clients, family, friends, and partners. 

While my desire to make the world a more beautiful and loving place was well-intentioned, I was unknowingly fueling my unconscious need to escape my internal suffering. Rather than doing the only healing I was truly responsible for, my own, I found comfort, safety and security in healing others.

When I started using my judgements, triggers and desires as a mirror into my inner world, I began to see the truth beneath the pain. Hidden deep in the shadows of my unconscious, I believed that if I could heal the broken world, I’d find healing too.

The painful lie of believing I was unseen, unloved and unworthy followed me everywhere. It consumed me with every breath, thought and beat of my heart. When I knew there was no escaping it any longer, I saw and felt the depth of this pain to my fullest capacity. In the space of sitting with the darkness, I shifted into a new state of consciousness. I expanded further into my light, then able to see with a new understanding and perspective that I am here to be the love. 

By continuing to release everything in my energy that doesn’t align with this ultimate truth, I create more space for the love that I am to flow unrestricted. As a reflection of the love that flows through me, I’ve created this space to invite you to remember the healing power you hold within yourself. 

You are the one you’ve been waiting for.
 
  Love, Megan 
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